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Laurel Miller. Fifteen. Canada. "This is to the nights when you dealt with more drama than you wanted to because you're a nice person. To the nights that you drank too much and made mistakes that no one forgot for months and months. This is to the nights that you hooked up with that guy, feeling used and alone after. To the nights you would've rather stayed home, watching movies, but instead got dressed up in clothes that weren't as comfortable as sweatpants, went to that party you didn't really want to be at, to find the boy you like there with some other girl. To the nights that you can't wait until everybody grows up, because you're tired of them all judging you. to those nights, that came too soon.".


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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Any man who knows thing, knows he knows not a damn, damn thing at all.

 

hold my hands

   

001.I hope someday you'll find all my quotes, all my quotes, and read them all. I hope you'll know that they're all about you and when you read them, I hope that at least a single tear will roll down your handsome face.

002.I always think, when things don't work out, fine I guess it's meant to be like that, but now I'm starting to question. Perhaps I shouldn't do that, perhaps I should try to fix it.

003.Take all your dreams, Take all that's left to see Write it down, sign your name, go ahead and leave. There's nothing left to lose

004 You're the words that weren't enough you remind me of a song I used to love.

005.What about the promise that you made? To stay with me till your dying day. Said you'd never go away. Are they just things that people say?

006.If anyone asks, I'll tell them we both just moved on. When people all stare, I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk. Whenever I see you, I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue. Pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong.

007.True strength is being able to hold it all together when no one would blame you for falling apart.

008.You know, there are some guys.. some guys who'll take a mile when you give them an inch. And then there are the guys who you give 10 billion acres, and they don't fucking move a muscle

009.Life isn't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a mean and nasty place. It will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.

010.Maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world. In the end, everyone gets hurt.

011.It's hard to get over people, I mean really get over them. You can start to have feelings for other people, but it doesn't mean you're over them. It just means you're moving on.

012.Don't say that. Don't say that it didn't mean anything. Listen to me, if you've thought about her everyday or if you memorized her laugh, then at one point, she must've meant something to you.

013.I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily, but I'm working on it. I party, sleep, and think too much, but I get my shit done. I have a weakness for sweet talkers, but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in, but once they're in, they're there forever. I'm strong and independent and I've been broken, but never shattered.

014.Actions speak louder than words. But sometimes, actions mean nothing if you don't explain.
015.The most ironic thing of all is, I think this will be the most difficult breakup I ever go through, and we never even went out.

016.Yeah, but that's just it. I mean, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. you know? the nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach queasy.

017.The reason I am still so attached to you is because I never felt that way about anyone. Cliche, right? Well, I'm serious. To this day, I would take you back. I would take back all the lack of communication and all the bullshit you pull. I would deal with your stubborn mind and closed heart. Out of all the nice guys, tell me why I had to fall for you.

018.Just the smell of summer could make me fall in love.
019.When you want something, go for it. Never let circumstances or the others around you influence your actions. Times passes too quickly for hesitation.

020.And there’s nothing like the end to make you appreciate the beginning.

021.People put you down enough, and you start to believe it, the bad things are always easier to believe than the good things.
022.I guess it's just hard talking to you when you were once my everything. I depended on you & you let me down. It's hard to talk to you when every time we do, I feel mad at you. I guess we'll just have to see where life takes us. Maybe we're meant to never talk again, maybe we're meant to be friends, or maybe we're meant to be together. We'll just have to wait and see.

023.Be that strong girl that everyone knew would make it through the worst, be that fearless girl, the one who would dare to do anything, be that independent girl who didn't need a man, be that girl who never backed down.

024.Life isn’t about how many people call you and it’s not about who you’ve dated, are dating, or haven’t dated at all. It’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn’t about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn’t about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It’s about how you feel about yourself. It’s about trust, happiness, and compassion. It’s about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It’s about what you say and what you mean. It’s about seeing people for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all, it is about living your life to touch someone else’s.

025.I do all types of stupid shit. I can't change the way I think, & I'm not going to change the way I am. But if I offended you, good, cause I still don't give a fuck.

026.Can I be honest with you? Yeah, I did like you. Got a problem with that? Then go fuck yourself, God knows you do that often enough anyways. Go off; Go tell every one of your friends. Do it. I fucking dare you. Cause I guarantee that half of them won't give a fuck. Cause half of them don't even like you. And you act all tough and shit? Well, honestly, you're not. You're a fucking scared shitless kid who has no idea what the fuck is going on the in real world. You're scared because you know that being a dick makes people not care about you. And yet you do it anyway cause it makes you seem stronger. Well it doesn't. If it does then why don't you just get your sorry ass drunk again? Cause I doubt anyone will fucking care if you do it. You're not funny. No one needs shit from you, especially me. Cause I've been through enough in the past year alone, and I still haven't broken. That's what strong is. Maybe you should take some notes on that cause you have no idea what it means to be strong. Yeah, you got that tough exterior, I'll give you that, but you don’t have the balls to back it up.

027.Maybe one day, we'll meet again.When our two roads meet the same dead end.

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